Yeah back then I was reaching nobody reached back
是啊 那时我寻求帮助 却无人回应
Had dreams in my chest pain in my backpack
胸怀抱负 行囊却装满伤痛
I was saying real things they ain't hear that
我曾倾吐真心 他们却置若罔闻
Now the same people watching every comeback
如今那些人却紧盯着我每次回归
Used to be overlooked now they know the name
曾被忽视 如今声名远扬
Used to doubt my vision now they ride the wave
曾被质疑的远见 如今引人追随
Used to move past me like I wasn't there
曾对我视而不见 仿佛我从未存在
Now they all front row when the room get rare
如今却争坐前排 只为一席难求
I remember being low with no support near
犹记身处低谷 无人伸出援手
No applause no hand no one saying I'm here
没有掌声 没有援手 无人道声我在此
Had to build my confidence in the dark alone
独自在黑暗中 筑起自信的堡垒
Had to turn rejection into backbone
将所有拒绝 化作脊梁的坚韧
Now they calling me silent calling me great
如今他们说我沉默 说我伟大
Acting like they always knew I'd elevate
装作他们一直知道我会崛起
But where was that love when I was breaking inside
但当我心碎时 那份爱在哪里
Yeah where was that energy when I had no light
当我身处黑暗 那份热情又在哪里
Now they love me now they see it
现在他们爱我 现在他们看清
Now they praise what I completed
现在他们赞美我的成就
But I learned how to move without that feeling
但我已学会没有那种感觉也能前行
It don't hit the same now that I don't need it
如今我不再需要 感觉便不再相同
They love me now I don't need it
他们现在爱我 但我不再需要
I built myself when nobody's seen it
无人见证时 我已重塑自我
Now the praise loud but I move decent
如今赞美喧嚣 我仍保持低调
'Cause I know how fake love sounds into season
因我明白虚假的爱 如何随季节变换
They love me now I don't need it
他们现在爱我 但我不再需要
Too late to save me I already beat it
想拯救我已太晚 我早已超越
I found my worth when the room was leaving
当人群散去 我才找到自我价值
Now they love me now I don't need it
他们现在爱我 但我不再需要
Yeah yeah
耶 耶
I used to care too much what they thought of me
我曾过分在意他人看法
Used to let opinions shape what I ought to be
曾让他人观点 定义我的方向
Used to dim my light just to fit they frame
曾收敛光芒 只为适应他人框架
The pain made me stop playing safe with my name
那些伤痛 让我不再谨小慎微
Now I'm locked in whole mindset changed
如今我已全心投入 思维彻底转变
I don't need claps just to feel okay
我不需要喝彩 来获得安全感
I don't need crowds just to know my path
我不需要人群 来指引方向
I got self belief and it built from lacks
我怀揣自信 它从缺失中生长
Some people love you once the proof show up
有些人只在证据浮现时才说爱你
Once the winds get visible once the views go up yeah
当风向明晰 当目光聚焦
But I know the difference between support and hype
但我深知支持与炒作的区别
Between real loyalty and convenient type
分辨真心忠诚与功利之交
I seen who was there when the road got ugly
我见过谁在道路崎岖时依然相伴
Who stay when the dream looked far from money
谁在梦想看似与金钱无缘时仍不离开
That's why all this late love don't move me deep
所以这些迟来的爱 再难触动我心
I learned peace don't come from people pleasing
我明白平静不是靠讨好别人获得
Now they love me now they see it
现在他们爱我 现在他们看清
Now they praise what I completed
现在他们赞美我的成就
But I learned how to move without that feeling
但我已学会没有那种感觉也能前行
So it don't hit the same now that I don't need it
所以感觉不同了 因为我不再需要
They love me now I don't need it
他们现在爱我 但我不再需要
I built myself when nobody's seen it
无人见证时 我已重塑自我
Now the praise loud but I move decent
如今赞美喧嚣 我仍保持低调
'Cause I know how fake love sounds in the season
因为我明白这季节里虚假的爱听起来多么空洞
They love me now I don't need it
他们现在爱我 但我不再需要
Too late to save me I already beat it
想拯救我已太晚 我早已超越
I found my worth when the room was leaving
当人群散去 我才找到自我价值
Now they love me now I don't need it
他们现在爱我 但我不再需要
Baby that's the cold part of gold hey
亲爱的 这就是黄金冰冷的一面
You stopped craving what you need the most hey
你不再渴望你最需要的东西
You stopped waiting on the world to clap
你不再等待世界的掌声
And learned how to build with your own back
学会用双手开创未来
I used to beg feel accepted
曾经卑微祈求认同
Now I protect what I invested
如今守护我的付出
And all that outside validation
那些来自外界的赞誉
Can't touch this inner foundation
无法撼动内心根基
So let them cheer let them say my name
让他们欢呼 让他们呼唤我名
I ain't ungrateful I just ain't the same
我并非不知感恩 只是我已改变
I know what it took to become this man
我明白成为这样的我需要付出什么
All them lonely nights all them silent plans
那些孤寂的夜晚 那些无声的计划
Every step back turned to discipline
每一次后退 都化为自律的锤炼
Every heartbreak turned to medicine
每一次心碎 都成为治愈的良方
Every closed door taught me not to wait
每一扇紧闭的门 都教会我不再等待
For somebody else to call me great
不再奢求他人来赞颂我的伟大
Now when love comes I let it be real
如今当爱降临 我只愿它真挚
I don't chase noise I look for what heals
我不再追逐喧嚣 只寻觅能抚慰心灵的
And if it's fake I let they pass through
若是虚假 我便任其消散
I got too much peace to give that room
我内心已足够平和 不愿再为那些事费心
So yeah they love me now that's cool
如今他们爱我 我亦淡然处之
But I don't live by that old rule
但我早已不再恪守那些陈规
I'm not hungry for what comes too late
我不再渴求迟来的认可
I already fed my soul through fate
我的灵魂已在命运中得以滋养
They love me now I don't need it
他们现在爱我 但我不再需要
I found myself when the pain got deepest
在最深切的痛楚中 我找到了真我
Now the lights bright but my mind completed
如今光芒璀璨 而我的心灵已然完整
I don't need the world to say I mean it
我不需要全世界来认可我的决心
They love me now I don't need it
他们现在爱我 但我不再需要
I built my fire when the nights got freezing
寒夜凛冽时 我点燃自己的火焰
I know my worth and I really believe it
我知晓自己的价值 并深信不疑
Now they love me now I don't need it
他们现在爱我 但我不再需要
They love me now I don't need it
他们现在爱我 但我不再需要
That's not ego
这不是自我
It's healing
这是治愈
That's what happens
这便是结局
When you finally become enough for yourself
当你终于学会自我满足

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